racheeeexo

My pointless existance is like an endless distance I have no reason to be here in this world so filled with fear It would be so easy to stop it in one night i could end it No one could stop me i wonder who would miss me I feel so worthless im just one big mess I have no reason for my way and that will never change Give me one reason to stay and mabey i'll last another day Tonight we'll find out what its like to live without, Mabey i wont cry tonight Mabey i will win the fight mabey no tears will be shed mabey ill lay peaceful in my bed mabey i will get some sleep mabey it wont hurt so deep mabey i wont feel the pain mab

from most peoples point of view i look like a quiet,nice,non-rebel girl. and i guess i am okay with that. its sorta fun to have like a secret life that only few people know about. its fun to do things no one would ever, or will ever expect. and even though no one knows, im the last thing they would expect. at school im a totally different person and i guess im too occupied trying to make it through the day to show the real me. but thats okay, because its for the best if the real me is something that only I know about, one thing that no one can judge or destroy.